This really made me laugh!

I was just reviewing my posts and noticed at the top a link for suicide prevention. I'm not that bad!!! And I want to say now, that no matter how terrible things get, I will never be that bad.

Suicide. Another social taboo.

I have obviously read about all the suicides in Bridgend (the media is full of it) with overwhelming sadness. How anyone who is a similar age to myself can feel that there is simply no other option, no life ahead of them, nothing worth living for, is incomprehensible.

Suicide is the most selfish, cowardly decision anybody could ever make.

My Fiance has become increasingly worried about my mental state recently and I had to assure him on Saturday that just because I feel down and depressed doesn't mean suicide is something I would ever entertain. He loves me so much and to leave him would break his heart. I have my parents who would never cope with such a choice, my brother, my grandparents, my friends. The list of people who would be so terribly affected by such an irresponsible act makes the whole idea completely impossible.

No matter how bad you feel, no matter what debts you have, what addictions might haunt you, nothing in this world is so bad that there is no other option. EVER. Period.